Friday, September 30, 2005

 

Verisimilitude




Verisimilitude.
(from the Red Book of Lies by jaxe)

Half broken sunsets,
I try to tape back together
Shards of a broken mirror
Stare back in my November
My conversations with the moon
In confidence
Did I finally find
What I was looking for
Down on the south side
Of safety and apathy?
They pick my diluted brain
Throwing out reasons
For my behavior
Theories on the
Human condition
Telling me why
As I sit on the padded
Musty Couch of Weakness
Now, twenty past
A quarter ‘til three
And I'm still staring
At this puzzle
Eyes fixed on the gaping
Hole left by the missing
Piece
Am I doomed to this
Which is beyond my reach?
I will never be the same
In my palm
The lines I couldn't change
The creases
I could not rearrange
The want I couldn't
Erase
The person
I've somehow
Misplaced
The ache is pure
It is real
It will never heal . . .

And I don't
Want it to.
If it’s the only way
I can hang onto you.

Comments:
fuck that was nice. all kidding aside dude...i really enjoyed that.

u have a serious dark side sir, and you also shud NEVER try to hang onto something....if it wants to go, let it......

course i know NOTHING! :P

missed u Pervotio!
 
Sweet pain. Why is it you can only feel them through pain? Why not through love? I think I need to answer that one myself.

Is there a benefit to keeping memory green, or is it just a futile exercise in not allowing wounds to heal??

Beautiful, thought provoking work.
 
i missed your words. that was a great comeback.
 
The talented one strikes again!

Your voice is so seductive and the music is fantastic .

Nicely done!

~Eyes
 
aww. that made me sentimental jaxe.
 
I like it!!! I like your blog too!
 
one of my favorites from you. very powerful & man can i relate.

isn't it crazy how we hold unto the pain & yet its because in that way we still feel some closeness to the other person.

"the person i somehow misplaced"

love it jaxe!! :)
 
fyi, i love the pic you included. that is one of my favorite rides at carnivals.
 
Hello fellow sadists. I pulled this one out of an old journal. ouch ouch ouch. But it caught the mood. I like pain.

Storm: Hey Storm, thanks for rolling in ;-)

Mitzzee: I let it go, I just like fucking with myself at times, keeps my dark side really sharp ;-) Pervo! Muwahahahahaaa.

Elle: Sweet pain indeed. I think I'm addicted to that stuff. And yes, you need to answer that yourself, sister. I've read your work! You've got the same 'bend' I do. I consider it 'picking scabs until they scar'... therapeutic for us simpletons *hug*

Mel: Hi Mel! Yes, I pulled this bastard out of the closet, just to let it cloud up my psyche once again. Hope you are well!

Transience: Hey spirit woman. You just sort of appear, then disappear back into vapor ... but I like it that way - very mysterious ;-)

HD Eyes: Hey Eyes, thanks for listening to some of the tunes. And I'm sorry I didn't hit my deadline on your article, LMAO! I can't even hit a deadline at work. I'll make it up to you though...

Stella: Sentimental? How about just MENTAL! Actually this one cuts me wide open just to reread it again ouch ouch! I did go over to your site and read your post though.... now I am in unity with your point. *nods agreeingly* *sigh* :-)

Kiki: Hey Kiki, thanks for stopping by the bar.... yes, it gets a little dark and moody at times, but the whine is great! ;-)

Lorena: You NAILED it exactly. Why in the world would we do something like this, and yet we do. I was just being honest when I wrote this. And sometimes that's the hardest thing to do. (Also, I wrote a poem using that picture called Tilt-A-Whirl.. maybe I'll post it up someday.)
 
you have a book? awesome! and i love this verisimilitude. what a mouthful (for me anyways)!
 
You've taken the thoughts out of my head and composed them in such a lovely way!! I'm in awe.
 
I loved that pic do much I had to take it, thanks
 
absolutely beautiful, in an intense pulsing sorta way...
 
Sounds like someone is OBSESSIVE! LOLOL!! =)
 
Amie: Hehe... the book is actually a journal of a hmmmm, lets just say emotional relationship. Its got some intense things in it. I'm going to publish it when I'm dead so no one can sue me (just kidding... i think)

Snavylyn: Welcome to The Mind. Thank you so much. Yeah, I mostly post about relationships, good, bad or ugly.

John: Hey ! How have you been? Yes, use that photo, its priceless ;-)

Lisa: Thank you, very nice to meet your pulsing self!

ScruUw: Yes, haven't we all had the train wrecks? I really don't mind the scars, the potential justified it.

Lil Bit: WHAT! ME?!! hehe. You know, posting this actually helps... like self-blog therapy... now if I could just find that damned couch!
 
...god... do I *know* this feeling. Good words...
 
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